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Car is going to be fixed on June 5th. Same day as my Grandparents 50th anniversary. :) A good day for all.

Saw K at the mall this morning. She waved and said hi, i gave her the cold shoulder. I dont understand why people treat other people like shit, then after a few months expect things to be like it never happended. Like im just supposed to be so happy to see my old friend that i forget how I am an 'enabler' and that she just decided one day to cut me out of her life. What happened was she called me up on New Years eve and asked me to come over. My boyfriend at the time was being a prick and decided not to get ahold of me so i decided to go hang out with her. She then called me back and asked if i could pick up a 5th of something on my way. So i did. And because i did I am an 'enabler' because i enabled her drinking problem. Ok. It was new years eve. She ASKED me. Besides it had been a really long time and again she ASKED me. Arg. Anyway she cut me out of her life and all of a sudden now that we meet up randomly I am supposed to act like everything is ok? yeah no.

I have to work today at 1:30. Yeehaw.

Oh, sigh. I should get ready to leave. But i would rather not...here goes.

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I had a really good time last night with S. I can finally say that he definitely likes me. I wasn't so sure before. I don't know what it is about getting out of an abusive relationship that makes you insecure...ha ha. Yeah whatever, so last night was fun! I want to do it again!

Another half shift today at work. its Friday of Memorial day weekend. Its going to be CRAZY! BRING IT ON!!!

My car should be fixed today. Problem is i don't have the money yet..I hate when things break on me.

...subway?

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So my car is in the shop. Its going to cost me alot to fix. Its funny because I brought it in originally just to get the brakes fixed, i KNEW they were going. But apparently i was an accident waiting to happen. I know a lot of shops tell you that more is wrong than actually needs to be fixed, but i know these guys, i serve them everyday at the Restaurant. The owner is dating one of my best friends. They wouldnt gouge me, also, he looked really concerned. When they told me the extent of the damage i couldnt help it, i started bawling. It's going to cost me a lot of money! In retrospect i could have handled that better...

P scheduled me six days this week but two are half days so it rounds about to five days. I like to work. It gives me something go do. I would rather be there waiting tables, making money, than home doing nothing.

Date tonight!! S and I are going to BDubs. This is date number five. He is moving in super slow motion. Last week i had to practically attack him to get a kiss! Lol. But he is interested...i know this because he makes dates with me, and talks to me every night on facebook...that sounds lame, even to ME.

My house is a mess! I really should be using these half days to clean up around the house...intead i spent the morning watching tv shows on hulu.com and facebooking...yeah, my priorities are in order. At least i talked myself out of spending money. Yeah i could be in town buying things, but im not. I think im growing as a person. :D

Im watching old episodes of The Guild on Youtube. I really like Felicia Day. My love started when i saw her on Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog. Very good show. This show is good as well...if only it was over four minutes an episode. Loading each episode individually kinda blows.

Kinda nervous about date tonight...am i going to have to attack him again? Or will he attack me?? ;)

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